OK, i posted last week about me getting 'noid and moving my stuff to a friends house. Well I got back my 400 watt hps and 2 of my plants last night, and a couple hours later there are sheriffs and a K9 SUV in my neighborhood, I doubt it is for me but DAMNIT I feel like I am losing my mind. I dont know what to do, I feel empty without my plants but I often get paranoid when I have them. I dont have a record, I have a close relative who works in law enforcent (he is a cool guy) and who, by the way, told me about a couple busts that happened here not too long ago, and I keep to myself and pay my bills. Am i just paranoid, or should I be worried? It has always been paranoia before, and I wasnt paranoid for months, but now it is hard to tell paranoid from intuition! *screams and pulls hair* Oh and I do live in the States by the way...
to America. I often ask myself why I continue to put myself through this. My heart stops everytime I hear a helicopter, and I am always seeing who is driving by my house. I think it all goes with the territory.
Boy howdy...and then sum...SFC... It is amazing how we growers can temporarily overcome the heebie-jeebies of the noids that come along with as SFC said the territory...must be cuz' we is so passionate about the stance we take on this subject...that's all...I's got to say...cept' maybe we are all on drugs...so if ya' can't beat 'em...may as well join 'em... blendin' baby doll...DC (Edited by Dazechain at 5:16 pm on Aug. 23, 2005)
Maybe this is a sign to continue my litte hobby: Right after I got off the computer earlier, my buddy came over with the "skunky pebbles" (as we call it) cola that got damaged during the move. Well, for being early picked, this stuff is fuckin' nice. This time it smells more perfumy, flowery, with something sweet mixed in. Ihavent used the ionizer and I think that is why it tastes better this time as well, taste similar to the smell but not as strong. And the buzz was that early-pick,up sativa kind of buzz. So, should I take this as a sign to continue? This seems to be my kindest product yet.
Well don't feel alone. I use to run in and turn off the light when the chopper would fly over, and I didn't like to talk about weed on the phone, but **** it........I just don't give a **** anymore....if they get me, they get me. I don't sell so I think if they find out, they probably won't care to much, but alot of bust going around on growers in my neck of the woods. so they are out there looking in my area, that sucks. How are all these people getting caught I say to my self? Most proably get turned in by people they know........one guy had his house tore up by a tornado, and came home to the police and plants all over the yard....that is bad carma people, God stuck it to him IMO. The Great American way........... If ya can't do the time....don't do the crime.
No man I get paranoid sometimes everytime I see cops in my neighborhood. Ealier one of my friend's moms was saying if she didn't come out of my house that she was going to call the cops and my friend was freaking out cause she's really fucked up and didn't want to leave and I started freaking out.. I hate being paranoid.
Not selling is very important IMO. That in itself is a policia visit waiting to happen. You sell to someone,and they get pulled over,and bamm your fucked. I grow for my own personal use, and I share with friends when were together, no sales. Sales are a surefire search warrant as well. I figure if they bust me with 4-6 plants, and it gets out in the media that I am a hard working family man with an excellent standing in the community growing for himself only that will only make them look like the stormtroopers they are. Then again maybe that is only wishful thinking.
you live in Colorado? well if you do the conservative types there will eat you alive. better to be in Cali or some other tolerant state.
Yea I'd say it's safe to say that about everyone has atleast some paranoia when it comes to weed in general. My first couple of small grows I was constantly nervous from the time I put them shits in the dirt. Times never were really that hard because theres never really been any trouble going on around here. As long as I have nothing on me or nothing to hid then the pigs give me no worries but as soon as I hit the road with a half in my pocket or something like that then the paranoia starts kickin in. But from when i was younger running from the piggys was no big deal and happened all the time. When I was still living with my parents fu our neighbrohood was almost nothing but woods so hiding from pigs wasn't very hard to do BUT we also never had a K9 after us either so never know how that would turn out I was driving thru town the other day getting some gas and noticed some teenage guys riding in front of me and the kid in the back was looking around like he was afraid for his life. I just thought to myself "wtf is up with him" and noticed he had his head tucked kinda down behind the drivers seat. Then he turned around and looked back at me and passed the passenger in the front seat a joint. These kids looked scared shitless. I don't see how the enjoyed that joint with the looks on their faces. I guess being paranoid just comes as part of the whole package... PeAcE
