man that really sucks. I thought you were doing better. Hope you can beat this man. Really wish there was something I could do to help. But i don't even know what the hell to say. Pulling for ya.
Thanks so much guys. I was hoping to beat it but must be honest. I dont think its in the cards. Oh well thats life....
Its heart breaking to hear that BB, is your energy level good enough some days to get out and do things, go places? Since I had brain surgery for a bad internal brain bleed from a skull fracture after car wreck years ago that they almost couldnt stop, some days I cant do shit but feel bad, no energy or will to do much, even little stuff. I never know how I will feel tomorrow. It sucks and even thou I dont personally know you, I feel/get what your saying. I just cant imagine how bad it is for you with the cancer. God bless you and your family/friends. All the positive vibes we can send you bro. Do you mind me asking what you have to take for pain? I often feel my meds make me tired but without them its the body pain x 100, which means dope sickness and injury pain together when I dont take the pills. Things got better for me for a few years and I was able to get back to playing rockstar but its been worse each year now. I fear I too am going down hill and wont make it back up. , didnt mean to mix my problems with yours, just wanted you to know, I can see where your comming from sort of.
For pain right now im on a 100 microgram/hour fentinyl patch that i change every 72 hrs. Then i take dilaudid 4 mg as needed for break through pain. There are some days i can get out and others that i cant do shit. I never know what the day will bring.
