Just Rambling, Shootin the sh%&, and being paranoid

Ok, so now Im paranoid. Now that I have a couple of plants I and made some posts on the freaking internet of all places. If you wanted the whole world to know something about anything where is the first place to start? I bet your anwser is the same as mine. The Internet. What is the key to a safe grow? I bet your anwser is the same as mine. Secrecy. So why the in the hell would I have done this? I bet your anwser is the same as mine. Stupidity.
I think I did this becuase I felt I had to share my spoils with somebody. My grow has been kept secret with everybody that I know even my closest friend who I know I could trust no matter what. My girl knows because she lives here. I can't believe that I would trust strangers on the internet before my chilhood and still going best friend. No offense to anyone by saying strangers. How do we know that there are no cops on these sites? If there are they would not even have to build a case for a search warrant becuase the proof is handed right to them. They show a judge some pictures, from start till harvest, an IP address and then badaboom badabang.
Isn't it horrible that anybody should feel this way about growing a stupid plant. I mean come on this is ridiculus. Marijuana would be much better legalized. Im not just saying that to say it either, it really makes sense in so many ways. In no way have I ever seen marijuana bring down a happy home, maybe just make them happier. The only way it would is in a raid. They say marijuana is a gateway drug. Most dealers do not only sell marijuana therfore the dealers would be the gateway if you ask me. They need to take weed out of the blackmarket. Keep americans hard earned money in our system, not make some dude rich in some third world country.
Im no racist but I think illegal immigration is also leading to this economy downfall. If we keep letting in all these immigrants then our money will just keep leaving as they come in. They come here to work which I totally understand I would do the same but what do they do with there money they earn? They send alot of it home to there familys in ther countrys. Say you have 1 million immigrants. Each immigrant makes 100 dollars a day. Then say they each send home 10 dollars a day. That is 10 million dollars a day gone. Where did it go? Into another currency making another economy climb. Whether its China, Mexico, Africa, Pakistan you get the point. Please remember that I am in no way rascist whatsoever. I am a 80's baby and I grew up in a neighborhood with all shapes sizes and colors. One of my best buddys is Pakistani. His family all live in the same house he is 26 his two brothers are older and his parents. They own a few buisnesses and have a beautiful house. I also know that with that many grown adults in one house all with good income they are saving alot of money. He has told me they send alot of money back home. Im sure its more then 10 dollars a day too. Does this make since to you guys? My numbers would be nowhere even close to the actual sum of money leaving our country everyday.
One more thing to ramble about Iran, why not just let them have there shit, everbody else has it, it is just the cool thing to have these days. If I were Iran I would want weapons too. For example: say my neighbor and the guy across the street don't like me and I don't like them. I notice that they also have these fancy guns there always flashing around at me. I think this would only make me want to get a gun myself. Would I want them to know about what kind of gun I got? I would probably not want to tell them. Then they would know what to expect when they attack me. I in no way think that Iran is going to try to drop a nuke on us, becuase as we all know there country is the size of New Jersey and would be totaly annihilated.
Man there is so much stuff I could ramble on forever when Im stoned and bored. I really made this thread due to this horrible case of paranoia about my life going down the drain becuase of 4 marijuana plants. Should I just chop them since im so paranoid. Can somebody guide me to a clinic in Washington that can make me medically legal. I really do have a pinched nerve in my back. I have seen doctors off and on for the last 4-5 years when my back hurts. One time I woke up out of a dead sleep at 4 in the morning screamingI could not move in anyway at all without pain. I was throwing up it hurt so bad. They put me in a neck and back brace for 3 weeks. I thought it would never go away. I couldn't move. The doctor told me that It would definately come back again. I swear he was like Micheal Jacksons doctor he had me all fucked up on all kinds of shit. Anyways my back is really screwed up for being so young. Could this help in anyway for med card? What about panic attacks? Or hernia? What can I do? I know somebody could guide the way. I do know a guy at work that buys his shit through the church. They have cuttings also. Any Ideas? Should I chop them and just buy an ounce? If you read this thanks if you didn't I don't care. I got some things of my chest.

 

Whoa bro! Chill the fuck out man! No one has ever been busted for posted pics here on GK, ever! As long as you dont post anything that could tie your name to the pics you will be just fine man. I wont lie though Ive gone through the same thing being paranoid myself. But its just our own minds fucking with us. Fuck I bought a new pipe just yesterday and what did I do? Throw up pics of it. And theres pics of my plants all over this site. I still feel safe though because theres no way of tieing my name to any of it, only my online screen name. I suppose that guy in the smoke shop could put a face to the SN though if he was looking and saw my pipe, thank god I paid cash :thumbsup:. I understand your worries man, its a dangerous hobby we all love on here, but as long as your careful and dont post up anything that could be linked directly to you, you will be just fine. Now who did you say you were again? Take care man and be safe, we all go through this at some point of another. Peace

 

I havent done alot of research on MMJ in washington but take a look at this page. http://www.hemp.net/692faq.html The place to start would be seeing your doctor and questioning him about MMJ and see if he thinks you would qualify. Good luck dude

 

Hahaha damn. You must be smoking some good shit. Lay the weed pipe down for a sec and chill out. I been paranoid but I always get a grip on it. We'll see how p'noid I get when this indoor op starts to stank up the whole house though. Haha....

 

wow...

Dude...if yer' so damn paranoid why don't you just keep posting these lengthy "I done it, I'm doing it, don't bust me, love spewages..."...lol.


And I thought I had the rant market corner'd...then poopycheeks comes along to steal my crown...damn dude...it's just a screen...simmah down now.


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...DC...:XXsunsmile::new_scatter:

 

Yeah, I think I had a panic attack last night. Im not sure what it was because its never happened to . I started shaking and shit, then almost fainted. Then it happened again a couple hours later. I al,ost went to the hospital. Yeah sorry about the wild ranting, Im just clucking out. Thanks for your support. We are going to the flight museum today, maybe that will take my mind off things. Check back with you guys later.

 

questionable

Really? I do this b/c I want to learn how to grow wicked good trees.

 

Anyone can get busted. It can happen even with all the precautions. So what ya do is try to lessen the offence. Do Not have any weed in your cars. If they raid and find it in your car its GONE! Do Not keep records of all your grows. That way they have proof of you grew 1 time. The 1 they are busting you for that day. Do Not keep any records of sales with $amonts in the house. If you think they wont find your records you are mistaken. You better have them buried.

 

Ive had a panic attack/ anxiety attacks before, and they ARE NOT fun at all. My chest gets such a extreme aching pain and my heart goes crazy fast when it happens. And then it gets worse because you start thinking about heart problems and chest pains....


Shit sucks. I went to the hospital when it last happened, and they assured me it is only stress and anxiety. Since then i have not had another one thankfully.


Be happy about having a grow and a community like this that supports you. I sometimes get worried about having pictures on here that show too much of my surroundings and whatnot, but i say the police have bigger fish to fry than some dude growing a few small plants. If you were posting pictures of a huge grow op with an over the top amount of plants, then id maybe be worried...

 

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Ive been having panic attacks since I was a young kid. Shrink prescribes me Xanax for it. Been taking the xanax for 13/14 years. I couldn't leave the house without it.


As far as the legal stuff, I say ya gotta do some research and find out the exact letter of the law in your city/state wherever you are growing and/or possessing weed. It might even be necessary to have a consult with an attorney on these matters. I don't know how much it would cost, but I think it would be worth the money. You have got to educate yourself regarding your rights regarding weed and what constitutes probable cause for legit searches and when you can refuse police searches; both home, person and vehicle. Know your rights. Research the fuck out of them and find legal cases that have set any precedents for getting busted for weed and then getting off b/c of laws that may allow some possession. For instance, I reside in a state where marijuana is pretty well decriminalized. But that's almost even more reason to find out whats on the books and what will hold up in court and what won't. Since there is some partial decriminalization here, that means that there is a helluva grey area for the authorities in which to operate. So it almost is entirely at an officer's discretion as to whether or not to arrest you and put a case on you. Any attorney worth a fuck will get the case thrown out. But in the meantime, you've been cuffed ans stuffed until you make bail. ALthough you're gonna get off when it goes to court, you still have to spend all those hours getting arrested and going to county and being processed and waiting for the bondsman to bail you out. But that also gives the smoker/grower some of the same grey area in which to work.


That being the situation here, it seems like police stick to crimes that are on a bigger scale, more black n white, cut-n-dry, with evidence that they can give the DA to get a conviction.

 

Ugh panic attacts, not to be confused with attacks of paranoia. Ive been having them for a few years now, nothing like feeling helpless, knowing its a panic attack and still cant do anything about it until after its done and you crash and burn due to the stress one puts on your body. You folks might laugh here seeing as though I grow and smoke and its the number one cause of my attacks, smoking that is. Basically I can survive two descent tokes, after that my chest begins pounding and it only gets worse from there. Theres got to be a better way of handling it, than suffering through them :icon_confused:. Doc gives me paxil for it but it does nothing. Peace

 

I've heard weed can bring out panic attacks and anxiety disorders in people. Wonder if there might be some truth to it?

 

Theres definately truth to it in my case. This only started about 3 years ago. I used to smoke lots before it started happening and had no issues. Got totally wasted with a buddy after work one day and had my first one. Now I could give myself one every day if I wanted to. Just a few more puffs and the chest pounding begins . I know its from stress combined with the smoking but, at least thats what it was when this all started, but I dont think Ive been that stressed for the last 3-3 1/2 years lol

 

Xanax is the answer.

 

Ok we are back from the Museums. We went to the flight museum and the E.M.P. Today was a nice day and hepled me get things off my mind. I am pretty darn sure that they were panic attacks. I was shalinkg really bad in like these tremors. It was almost like a seizure or like my chihuahua does when she is scared. Yesterday was really stressful because on the way to court the pulley on my water pump busted all up. I was in the middle of traffic on a bridge over Lake Washington with no where to pull off the road. I still made it to court, but took a continuance. So that and my lawyer are stressing me out also. The im laid off thats always stressful. My uncle died from lukemia a couple days ago. My dad is not doing very well. Me and my girl argued all day yesterday. So it was inevitable that something was going to drive me insane. I have never felt like that before and always thought people were crazy when they would do things like this. I guess im crazy too! lol.


It was nice to get away from things and not worry or stress about anything, besides having another panic attack. The E.M.P is a museum about Seattle Music Culture. It is bad ass, I can't belive I've lived here for so long and never went. There is a huge Jimmy Hendrix exhibit and they had Nirvana, Bob Marley, Micheal Jackson, Guns and Roses and many more. Here are some photos I got from the flight museum. It was pretty awsome if you like these kinds of things. I am fascinated with history and science. Not to mention all types of music. My battery was dead before we made it to the E.M.P. but I got some photos off the internet just a few to share todays experience with you guys. We also went into JFK's Air Force One.I tool over 200 pics and wish I could share them all. I didn't even take a pic of everrrything niether that place is huge.

 

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Theres definately truth to it in my case. This only started about 3 years ago. I used to smoke lots before it started happening and had no issues. Got totally wasted with a buddy after work one day and had my first one. Now I could give myself one every day if I wanted to. Just a few more puffs and the chest pounding begins . I know its from stress combined with the smoking but, at least thats what it was when this all started,


Xanax is the answer.


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Yeah, both of those happened after smoking some really potent stuff! I in the past i have felt the chest thing you are talking about when I smoked weed. My girl would say I had anxiety. Maybe i had the same thing just way worse then normal. Are these things hard to control without drugs. Don't get me wrong I have had a xanax a couple times and they sure in the hell make me forget about everything, i would just crash out hardcore form those.

 

Sentry Medical group in Kirkland


Bring your medical records and $200.


Wish I had a Dr. so that I had some records...


Grat

 

Paxil sucks balls... doc gave me some a few years back and i DID NOT LIKE IT.


Made me feel numb and emotionless..


No meds for me..:icon_confused:

 

Heard that bro. Makes me feel the same which is why Ive stopped taking it. It also causes problems sexually. But most all of the drugs aimed at depression/anxiety have a tendency to do that. Poopycheeks yes its extremely hard to control without any medication unless your able to find the root of the problem and fix that. Stress would be the #1 cause of it, and for some reason smoking just amplifies it. Mine all began when I found out the wife was pregnant with our second child, and its never gone away, lol. Peace

 

Isn't that the point?